it has been long since i last posted.
Lots of things had happen.
Guess this year on my birthday, it just seems like a usual day.
quite disappointed though.
thus, "Never give yourself high hope(s) in the things that have yet to happen. Cause you'll never know that it might hurt you even more if it doesn't happen.
Disappointed~ ):"
I don't understand why she would want to pretend that she care about me
when she actually don't. Pretending to be sad when im around. A word sorry doesn't mean anything. Action speaks louder than words.
This is for you Bich, Doesn’t mean you are older than me you can disrespect me, fucker.
Today is the 18 of may. Glad to know you on this date, 4 months ago.
Heard that you won't be coming as often as last time.
All i can say is, a new path was created for you, All the best.
Though i don't know what really happen to us, all i hope is you to be happy & stay strong alright.
I still love you as you are, although we are no longer close like last time.
im still waiting~
You will always be in my prayers. Take care. iloveyou & imissyou.
Seems like everyone is drifting apart.
Guys, let's get back to how we used to be. )':
Guess i just need someone to lean on now.
Will you be there for me? even though it's only for a little while?
Dearest piggy is missed by me.
With you, i have the best days of my life.
LYRICS: do you believe in love cause' i can tell you that she do she can't believe her eyes when there's a different you do you embrace the change? because she really don't want to when you walked through the door the atmosphere was new
Pre-Chorus: And can you look to her eyes while the tears fall down her face you ask if everything is fine and then she starts to say
Chorus: It's over i can't love this you it's way too different it's way too new it's over i can't change the way i feel could it be i am me this is real
Verse 2: Do you have feelings? because it doesn't seem you do while she runs away the hurt doesn't hit you why don't you have emotions? was it left in the old you cause' she is hurting all she is wanting is her love back soon
[Pre-Chorus] [Chorus]
i can't change the way i feel i can't force something that it just won't do i can't force myself to love you the magic's just so wrong i don't feel that i belong right here right here
Verse 1: close your eyes and repeat what i say I am so beautiful in every single way from my feet all up to my face I am so incredible no matter my weight
what doesn't matter is my sexuality don't care what others think, i'm who i want to be i am wonderful i'm love-able there's no way that you can stop me
Chorus: well hello there let me introduce myself i don't care what the others think of me i am who i be this is the real me i'm Mrs. I'm so pretty yes hello glad you came along i want you to know what the others think about me they are all so wrong they all don't know that i was Mrs. beautiful all along
verse 2: now's the time to stand up make your place shout out to the entire world tell them your name i am here i'll stick with you all the way i'll tell you that you are amazing when you are afraid, don't be afraid
what doesn't matter is your sexuality don't care what others think, you're who you want to be you're wonderful you're love-able nothing in world is stopping
bridge: take the make up off tie your hair right up and you will finally see that you are beautiful no matter what the others say
Letting Go Verse 1: change, I began with a brand new start to the feel of my broken heart I lost so many different people blame, i point my finger at the space and time 'cause you was always on my mind you were the only that made me fall I hate, the way you look right back at me and flash back the memories how does this make us equal? i'm ashamed, i bow my head down when our eyes meet cause baby you destroyed my sanity i can not believe just what you did to me
Pre-Chorus: I can't let it take over my mind i gotta let you go cause you ain't worth the fight
Chorus: i'm letting it go no looking back coz baby you're the past i'll find somebody that lasts longer theres no more pictures on my wall don't want them anymore replace them with a love that's stronger
Verse 2: pain, i'm all about finding the cure, right about now i'm not sure where i should keep on searching strange, how you forget me just like that, all we've been through, it don't mean jack i'm young so i'll keep on learning my brain, hurts and is feeling way to small, I can not keep on holding on i feel like it is burning erase, i wanna try and remove it all my mistakes deserve some hope i still can not believe just what you did to me (oh)
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Bridge: (Rap) raise your hand if you miss somebody but you know that you can not trust nobody they say they are sorry but that ain't the truth baby you know the deal you can only trust you but at the same time you be crying wishing that they'd come around but then again sometime a better person will be found the past is the past let the world take it's course friends can change but you will find even more
