night cycling was fun ..
But heart breaking when saw Ms Teong kept falling off her bike when stopping ..
Due to the sit was too high but cant adjust ..
There is this part when we were cycling, the fmss peeps all kena
separate cause of the sudden traffic light and stuff ..
was with ezra, Grace, Cheryl, Celine, Indah
when the line was cut till only left with
Me, Indah & Ezra ..
when we reached Marina Barage,
got to know that john and Grace was totally alone when the line was cut ..
the rest were far away ..
there is A LOT of up and down hill ..
the suck one is the up hill ..
cycle till leg pain siia !!
then there was a up hill at sentosa ..
didn't bother to cycle as it was seems to be high !!!
then half of us just push it up ! HAHA !
didn't went in sentosa ! ):
then down hill, jam at the top ..
then Grace and i just go ..
THE STUPID THING IS,
there wasn't any policeman to guide us !
FML !
damn dangerous !
there was a road the the car will be turning, and we have to go to the left lane,
NOBODY WAS GUIDE US AT ALL !!
the luckily, one of the adult cyclist rush to us ..
asking us to continue, without knowing that we having already lost the rest at the front ..
we have to go to the vivo that lane ,, but a lot of car .
told Grace to stop, cause it was DAMN DANGEROUS !
waited for 5 minutes when the rest at the back came ..
then the cyclist was like just carry on ..
when going back .. we took short cut !
not our fault the guy told us to !
haha !
was needed to carry our bike in !
no strength to ,, then the guys help us out !
thanks lots !
ended at 4 in the morning ,,
had nasi lemak for breakfast ..
then had debrief ..
then slept awhile till 6 ..
for first bus ..
thought of taking 143 .. but it will be a super long ride ..
thus decided to take train .
i think the people thought i mad ..
was looking super tired !
reached home ,, bathe .. sleep till 3 !
outcome after night cycling !
ass aching ! body aching ! thigh pain !!!
anybody wanna help me apply deep heat for me ??
any kind soul ??
my holidays gonna me boring !
anybody wanna meet me text me okayy !
hahha !
ACHING !
today was the last day of school ..
gonna miss 2G'10 lots !
hope we would still keep in contact for those that are going on their own path ..
ERICA !
Thanks for you letter ..
appreciate lots ..
Thanks for being there .. cheering me up when im down ..
being my listener when im in need to ..
gonna miss you megan !
promise you that i will smile ..
created few sentences on my own ..
i remembered when we first met, we were superduper shy ..
We began to be more comfortable with each other afterwards ..
But for all i know now, we are stranger, maybe even enermy ??
I miss the old you !
to some people i might be transparent to you ..
but what i wanna say is ..
i as a human have feelings too ..
im not cold blooded like you are !
come-on lahh ..
like PEHHOR sayy ..
NOBODY IS PERFECT !
"I can't seem to erase all the memories of you. No matter how hard I try it's something I can't do."
9:25 PM
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
"Spend every second of every day together as a moment that could never be replaced."
Verse Just like a melody stuck in my head You make it seem like it's never too late to fall in love again
And every time I see your face Everything else just fades away you're all I see
Pre-Chorus All this time the feeling stayed But now I can't push it away
Chorus This is driving me crazy I don't know what to do about this thing I have for you You don't even seem to care We're not even close to friends So tell me what should I do Cuz I can't forget you
Verse Looking back at what we had And how we laughed without a care about anyone else
Pre-Chorus
Chorus
Bridge To let you know just how I feel Or is it time to let go But if it is then tell me why I've been failing to all this time
Chorus
Chorus (add on) You're suddenly someone I miss Why am I feeling like this I don't know what to do Cuz I can't forget you
heyow!! atika here helping darling(merissa) to update her blog..hmmm...
People always say that if you really love that someone you should let
it go and if it come back to you its eurs..but if it did'nt then it was just meant not
to be yours.. somehow though i find myself pondering over this simple quote..
what if you let it go? and it never came back.. then the quote will be changed to
why do you ever let it go when you know it will never come back... when you
had the chance to ask it to stay and not to leave.. but again Whats the use of keeping
someone by your side if its meant not to be yours.. regret may be hurtful when it comes to realisation
that you just let go someone that you love ..but it can never be compared to the feeling of having
someone who does not love you. and its just der because it has to and not because of willingness..
therefore i made a conclusion saying that ya.. we have to learn to let go... if it hurts let time heal.. but the most important thing is i'd rather suffer than let someone who i love suffer and be with me if the feeling is not der... and darling!!!(merissa) pls be happy kaes!!! this whole thing is for you*hearts*
4:03 PM
Sunday, October 24, 2010
feeling damn tired recently ..
feeling like a pig now ..
slept for 13 hours today ..
and ate alot caused love force me to !
ASS YOU !
ask you to help me post but nvr !
hahas ..
nothing to blog liiao ..
some ass ask me blog but i dont know what to blog ..
aiyahh ..
ass ,, help me blog okay !
appreciate lots !!
meet you soon alright !
^^
at mrt station saw brian ,, he also going school ..
then meet ezra & the others ,,
then 196 down to tiong that side ,,
then 400 in to marina barrage ..
try out the games and stuff ..
end at 12+ ..
bus and train down to suntec for lunch ..
at mac ,, we damn mad !
fats for mac spicy,, story for the nuggets ??!!!
laugh like mad till i cry ..
THE MONKEY FAMILY TREE !!!
IM KING KING ! i have a sister name KONG KONG !!
AHAHHAHA !!
then at 2 .. some need go off ..
then some of us go walk walk .
OMG ! THEN SAW NIA !
talking about devil ..
those who are with us know what i mean ..
after that almost all of us took the mini-rider 2
it was damn fun !!
then at 4 ezra and jane went home ..
then me jamie and the 3i peeps go vivo slack ..
and bad stuff happen ..
dont wanna mention ..
hope everything gonna be fine ,,
and hope they will patch again ..
about 7+ went home ..
first thing reach home only kena scold for just asking whether mum is working
FML !!
HUBBY XINMIN !!
cheer up okayy ..
you are not transparent to me and always never ..
still got friends (:
LOVEYOU HUBBY !!
"The biggest mistake in my life that I have ever done was to let you go. And, now I realize that you will never come back to me."
9:16 PM
Friday, October 22, 2010
results was fine i guess ??
hahah !!
i love MATHS !!! (:
EOY failed science and lit by abit !!
siian ,, abit more then can liiao ..
sigh ..
okayy ..
i dont know whether to take A-maths or coursework subject ..
but more probably i would be taking option 2 ..
cause i dont think i can do well in A-maths ..
damn scary ..
like what cousin reen said ,, dont put my future at risk !
hahas ..
alright (:
LOVE XINMIN & PARIS !
thanks for being there for me ..
listening to the problems ,, accompanying me ,, cheering me up when im down ..
telling me that im not transparent to you (:
FOREVER LOVE ! <3
AND NOT FORGETTING MY LOVE PEHHOR !!
thanks pehhor ..
btw ,, stay strong and cheer up okayy ..
he is a jerk !!
you still have us okayy ..
chill .. think positive ..
life have been okayy i think ..
fooling myself around ..
APPLE TREE !!
jamie took one unglam picture of me with APPLE TREE (:
was helping ms teong with cca stuff ..
then the weather damn humid ..
after that when down to Dhoby Ghaut to collect SFA cert (:
then when wanna go home ,,
i saw a girl tie APPLE TREE BUN !
more worst then me OKAYY !!
LOVE PEHHOR <3
HUBBY & PARIS <3
dont know whyy the photo all so blur ..
nvm .. more uploads in Facebook (:
went to Sentosa today to celebrate Wani love 14th Advance Birthday (: hope she was happy ..
simply ,, went down to granny house to collect the food we ordered .. then meet Wani then train down to vivo .. bought stuff there then headed off to sentosa .. reached there already like damn hungry .. Settle our stuff down and started eating lunch .. at about 3 or 4 took train down to Bugis cause Wani love wanna buy her transparent bag .. then she got to leave .. went with ika walk around bugis .. then it was super boring at bugis . took train down to town ! wee ~ walk here and there .. people keep looking at us .. hahah .. weired ,, idk whyy .. then went to have dinner at KFC .. then the cashier damn funny !! was make fool of myself there .. cause there was a board on top then top down to play with it ,, then suddenly something came out .. then the cashier laugh at me .. ask me how old am i .. i bet he think that i was mad ..
after dinner walk around ,, then while walking ika go make me air talk siia .. was talking to her but she stop before that looking at something .. then the person in front of me thought that i was mad leyy .. hahah !! so bad siia ika ..
ika ,, something for you now .. LOVE !! thanks for being there when i need you . appreciate lots !! understanding the situation im in .. last long with 151010 huh !!! TOO BAD THAT YOU JUST WONT BELIEVE THAT IM SINGLE !! but i think made lots of eye contact today .. like what i wrote .. true friends see the pain in you even though you are pretending that you are fine . THANK ALOT IKA ! ILOVEYOU !
to that someone ,, thanks for helping me blog !!!
haha !!
too late huh ,, now then blog !!
joking ..
btw ,, where got look serious ???
aiyah .. cause its eoy mahh ,, then need to focus more !!
thanks for helping me in preparing for exams alright !!
agree !! can play like mad now !!
MY HAIR LOOK WEIRD WHEN I TIE !!!!
IT LOOKS OKAY WHEN I LET IT DOWN !!
AHAHAH !!
true what !!
ass !! you own me something,, cause you only help me blog today ..
i ask you blog so long liiao leyy !!
haha !!!
ssssssshhhhhhhhhhh !!!
end here alright !
btw ,, was talking on the phone with ika ,,
then tell her about stuff !!
thanks love !! (lesbian)
haha !!
btw ,, last long alright !!
yahh ,, i know you will never believe that im single !!
too bad .. but the merissa that you know have change !!
you know what i mean !!
looking forward for tomorrow babe !!
atika,, wanni ,, syahirah ,, serina ! <3
im happy with who i am now ..
everything has change for me ..
especially to the people around me bahh ..
dont really have to talk much already ..
cause im totally transparent !!
i dont live to make people happy ,,
but to live as allah bought me to this world ..
"We cannot beg someone to stay if they want to leave and be with someone else. We have to admit that love doesn't give us the license to own a person. This is what love means...sacrifice."
hello peeps.
helping merissa to blog while she is busy sleeping!
no worry, i got her permission ^^
was suppose to help her blog like few days ago cause she was busy studying.
sorry merissa! ^^
i want say something!
when i see you busy studying for your eoy exams.
your face damn serious siol !
no more serious face okayy!
time to play now cause exams are finally over for you!!
and please stop complaining to me that your hair look weird,
its perfectly fine for me!
signing off,
cant tell you who am i,
merissa you know! (:
wont be online till next friday ..
which is 151009 ! (:
GOODLUCK TO PEEPS TAKING EOY AND 'N' or 'O' LEVEL !!!
JIIAYOUS ! ALL THE BEST !
boyy ,, i miss the old you .. As time passes with all that has come and gone in my life .. i learnt that maybe leaving you was the best solution but i think again and told myself i can't do it so i'll just leave it to you .. but now i think you have already proven to me that i should leave .. all the best .. i mayy look like im happy and fine ,, but if you look closely im sad .. lets just put a brave front and let it go soon ! (: take care ,, stay happy with her ! i miss the guy that helped and studied with me on 070910 !! if you see this ,, last long .. and when you walked past me can you like just smile and not giving me a DAO face as if i own you money ! jamie gonna make me laugh with that ! anything contact me !
erhhkk girl ,, stop creating story as if he really likes you lahh ..
DAMN IRRITATING LEYY !
i might seems close to you but its the fact that i dont like you mann !
saying that you dont like him but creating stuff to make me believe ?!
CHILDISH SIIA ! SUPER LAME !
my mother this then my father that !
yahlahh i know you have good back ground lahh but no need to show off ..
the best thing i ever do is make you air talk like mad !
but if after exams this continue i make sure i answer you till you got nothing to say mann !
i got lots of people to aim you !
FUCKOFF BITCH !
*people who know me will know what im talking about*
boredem .. hahas ..
when study with ika ,, shiira & serina today (:
went to bishan library but it was SUPER PACK siia !
hahas ..
all guaikia go study ..
haha ..
1 week till exams start
*jump down the building*
"Forget the times you walked by, forget the times you made me cry, forget the times you held my hand, forget the sweet things if I can. I can no longer pretend, I have to remember now, you're just my friend."
