I cannot go to the ocean, I cannot try the streets at night, I cannot wake up in the morning.. without you on my mind. So you're gone and I'm haunted. I bet you are just fine, did I make it that easy to walk right in and out of my life? I never wanted to see you unhappy and I thought you wanted the same for me.
11:57 PM
Friday, November 26, 2010
Random photo for today.
haha!
Life have been fine till now.
Went for imodel's interview yesterday.
Was choosen but the portfolio was not worth taking as Jasmine told me.
so yah.. hahah !!
ohhyyaaahhh,,
this is the 2nd freaking time the a freaking lizard freak me off.
STUPID LIZARD !!
and 'you'
please watch you language when you are talking me me.
thanks !
JERALD !
im not evil. and stop talking to me in public (here)
hahah!
sorry, just now didn't reply. but now i did !
and please take care of your health !
What should I do? All I can do is gaze at you I can't even extend you a short greeting My achingly cold hand, don't hold it Now I have to let you go
What should I do? You grow further away My breast fills with tears Even though I try hard to hide it, I can't stop What should I do with this love I can't end
Please don't forget that we loved each other Even if you meet someone else who makes you laugh The farewell is painful, but I'm glad that it was you that I loved Gathering my sorrowful tears, goodbye
I've done nothing for you Pitifully I've only left you with scars
You who embraced even my changed feelings Now I have to let you go. What should I do? Please don't forget that we loved each other Even if you meet someone else who makes you laugh The farewell is painful, but I'm glad that it was you that I loved Even though the pain stops my breath and my tears fall
Please don't forget that we were happy Even if you meet someone else who makes you laugh The farewell is painful, but I'm glad that it was you that I loved Now I have to let go of this love that was unable to connect
The only person who will make me smile is you Even though as my love deepens I feel more pain
Please don't forget that we were happy Even if you meet someone else who makes you laugh The farewell is painful, but I'm glad that it was you that I loved Gathering my sorrowful tears, the only thing I can do is say...
Goodbye
10:35 AM
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
last Sunday photo.
Another person changed !
aiyah, don't know what to say about you attitude.
we miss the old you !
South korea and North Korea damn scary.
Hope that there wont be any war or something.
Most of the trending topics in twitter are all about Korea.
cousin reen told me her friend said there are no people outside,
is either they stay at home or leaving to somewhere.
You want to treat me like this, i can do the same to you too.
7:49 PM
Sunday, November 21, 2010
you've changed CHIKOPEK !
Cried too much yesterday then today my eyes damn pain.
Went to Downtown east today !
AWESOME !
cousin reen still haven't post yet.
Nothing to post for now.
I can't promise you forever, when i dont know what tomorrow brings.
9:27 PM
Thursday, November 18, 2010
hihi.
im super bored now.
no more dramas to watch as cousin reen haven't send it yet.
life have been meaningless, cause there's nothing much to do.
Currently still planning stuff for the November babies.
not sure what to do for them.
Hope that i would be able to make life meaningful.
i going to start studying on December onwards.
With cousin reen's help.
It's hard to let go.
It's hard to forget you.
It's hard to forget those things that happened before.
Those words that bring me through the days,
imy
8:34 PM
Monday, November 15, 2010
finally ika rebond her hair !
wee !
life seems fine till now.
Met someone that day when i was with ika, on the 11/11/10
omg !
Awesome!
mum's on leave till friday, seems like i wont go out till next week.
btw, asking ika to accompany me go buy the dress and the shoes next week,
hope she can !
and hopefully dad will buy me the jeans!!
so long still haven't buy !
hahah !!
ankle have been hurting since morning, i have totally no idea
what had happen to it.
hope it will recover soon.
LIFE"S BACK TO NORMAL !
THAT BLACK GUY IS AWESOME !
ika will understand me ! hahah
"I can't understand the feelings going through me now but I know that with all the people who left, I never had a pain like this in my heart, and I hope I never will again."
It's not about whether one is with you guys or not. It's about who one is when she's with you guys ! It's scary when friends don't speak out. Cause you won't know what they are thinking. Point out one mistake, thus, he/she would be able to change. Real friends would but friends that don't treasure you wouldn't. Don't say sorry just for the sake of saying it. Now your apologies don't mean a thing.
thanks Xinmin hubby for being my listener and advising me.
appreciate lots!
The truth is, im one of those few people who actually care when i ask Whats wrong? The only problem is that usually i have no idea what to say afterwards or how to make it better. I try not to use the phrases like That sucks or im sorry, but i promise, i'll always listen, i guess thats all i can do.
