not feeling well~
having Sore Throat (voice like man now), Flu & Cough. At night got fever.
Went to see doctor today,
then he gave me like 5 different kinds of medicine!
so Many !!!!
Gonna accompany dad to renew the Mio Plan thingy.
'We said let go but I kept on hanging on. Inside I know it's over, you're really gone. It's killing me 'cause there ain't nothing that I can do. Baby, I stay in love with you and I keep on telling myself that you'll come back around.'
1:35 PM
Tuesday, December 21, 2010
hihi, it's been long since i blog.
just came back from KL.
I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me. Thinkin about us, what we gonna be? Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream. So I travel back, down that road. Who she come back? No one knows. I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.
Verse 1 Let me tell you about a girl who changed my world I don't know just how she's doin' that she's on my mind, she's takin' my time I'm loosin' my way but now she's bringin' me back
She's my Ipod, I got her on REPLAY I LOVE THE WAY SHE LIES and she's making me wanna say the DJ GOT US FALLIN' IN LOVE We like DYNAMITE, and I just can't get enough
Pre Chorus What goes up must come down now baby your not around I'm layin' all alone in the middle of the night
I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me. Thinkin about us, what we gonna be? Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream. So I travel back, down that road. Who she come back? No one knows. I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.
Verse 2 Let me tell you 'bout a girl who changed my life She's a triple threat and she's just my type Voice of a goddess, can dance to this flow, she be turnin' heads everywhere that she goes
She's my Ipod, I got her on REPLAY I LOVE THE WAY SHE LIES and she's making me wanna say the DJ GOT US FALLIN' IN LOVE We like DYNAMITE, and I just can't get enough
Pre Chorus What goes up must come down now baby your not around I'm layin' all alone in the middle of the night
I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me. Thinkin about us, what we gonna be? Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream. So I travel back, down that road. Who she come back? No one knows. I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up. If you ever loved somebody put your hands up. And now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything. If you ever loved somebody put your hands up. If you ever loved somebody put your hands up. And now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything.
I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me. Thinkin about us, what we gonna be? Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream. So I travel back, down that road. Who she come back? No one knows. I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.
Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor Reachin' for the phone 'cause I can't fight it anymore And I wonder if I ever cross your mind For me it happens all the time
It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now And I don't know how I can do without I just need you now
Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before And I wonder if I ever cross your mind For me it happens all the time
It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now And I don't know how I can do without I just need you now
woah woaaah.
Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothin' at all
It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now
And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now
I just need you now (wait)
Ooo, baby, I need you now
4:29 PM
Saw this picture before ??
yep, it was my earlier post on 1 december if im not wrong.
i asked Joie where she bought her Red Jansport bag.
Sad to know that she bought hers from oversee.
she recommend me to buy it through online.
but im not sure whether i should.
If you guys know where i can get it.
Please i me.
Appreciate lots !
2:57 PM
Saturday, December 11, 2010
currently still searching for Plain Jansport Bag.
Anyone know where got sell ??
If you do, contact me.
THANKS !
still waiting for Reen's harddisk.
bored, no drama to watch for now.
Nothing much to post.
signing off,
merissa
Nothing last forever but someday you'll regret not holding onto me.
You are always in my mind, I think about the days that we had and I dream that these would all come back to me. If only you knew every moment in time, nothing goes on in my heart.
8:12 PM
ipod ipod ipod~
currently bored to death.
waiting for cousin reen's Harddisk.
AND THE FREAKING 20CM RAT JUST FREAK ME OUT BY WALKING PASS ME !
SERINA LEE !! GET WELL SOON !!
love yahh darling ! visit you soon okkaayyyy !
I miss you again, like yesterday. Won’t this feeling of missing you, lessen any? I keep thinking about you.
The more I try to sort through it all, the more the tears come. Even when I try to steal it, the memories spread into different memories through the tears that I shed. It makes me cry so painfully.
All I can do is regret, because all I ever did was receive. But I’m afraid you’ll forget me because I’ve never gave you anything.
I love you, I, I love you These words have become a habit and these words are among the many I’ve learned from you. I sit around alone mumbling to myself like a fool. I’m sorry truly, truly, I’m sorry. I’m even sorry that these words are so late But I’m waiting here for you shamelessly Will you by chance come back tomorrow?
Even if the birdcage that represented you was narrow I still liked it, I was still happy. I’m returning to the day, to my dreams when I believed in a forever without seperation
If I could go back I’d gather my heart, I’d take everything from it and give it you.
I love you, I, I love you These words have become a habit and these words are among the many I’ve learned from you. I sit around alone mumbling to myself like a fool. I’m sorry truly, truly, I’m sorry. I’m even sorry that these words are so late But I’m waiting here for you shamelessly Will you by chance come back tomorrow?
My heart.. In the end even if you can’t come and you’ve changed and I’m not the one for you any longer I’ll call and call out to you again Like a parrot calling only your name.. Wishing for only your love like this
8:09 PM
Monday, December 6, 2010
I was naive, your love was like candy. Artificially sweet, I was deceived by the wrapping. It hurts my soul 'cause I can't let go. All these walls are caving' in, I can't stop my suffering', I hate to show that I've lost control.
Up till now I'm still not clear of why I always like to try to find out something which I can catch the person red-handed with, even despite knowing it'll only end up hurting me. Maybe that's because I hate being lied to, I hate being kept in the dark and I hate being the fool who doesn't know anything. Or maybe I'm too sensitive and paranoid.
Stop being out so late Try not to drink so often You don't listen to me like a 10 year old child
I can only laugh Who are you calling a child? Really, I can only laugh
You don't know how it feels for me to say these things You don't know that I only want to say nice things to you Should I stop? Let's stop
From one to ten, they're all words for you But since you don't listen to me, it's only nagging to you Let's stop, let's stop There's not even enough time to just love
A story told by the heart, not the mind Stories that I can't help but tell you even if you hate them Let's stop, let's stop I only hear your nagging
Are you eating at the right time Are you staying away from girls I want to be beside you all day That's how I feel If I could keep you in my pocket I'd be really happy
Our story where we can only be two A story that would make someone laugh if they heard Should I stop? Let's stop
From one to ten, they're all words for you But since you don't listen to me, it's only nagging to you Let's stop, let's stop There's not even enough time to just love
A story told by the heart, not the mind Stories that I can't help but tell you even if you hate them Let's stop, let's stop I only hear your nagging
Even if you glare and try to scare me Your face is just too cute to me Are you going to keep this up? (You) I can't hold back anymore I really might get angry
A story that wouldn't be told if we were to give up love The sound of my heart that thinks only of you Even if you're angry, even if you shout Your nagging is just so sweet to me
A story that can only be told if we love But since you don't listen to me, it's only nagging to you Let's stop, let's stop But trust my feelings
8:51 PM
Wednesday, December 1, 2010
that middle black or red bag for christmas ??
gonna make them my school bag for next year ??
save up money for now.
went down to bugis with Cousin Reen.
follow her collect her 100 tokens then continue playing at the "wall game"
earn and lost. but at the end we lost all!
hahha !!!
Reen wanna buy shirt, thus we walked almost all parts of bugis street find shirt.
BUT, at last nothing caught her eyes.
at about 5, reen meet her friend then went to Changi airport meet 2am !
OMG!!
Sadly, i didn't went, as Reen say later nobody accompany me back.
So went back to granny's house as per usual.
anyway, congrats to Lemuel & Cassie (:
AWESOME !
Before I could say anything, you were far gone. It's really hard to pretend that everything is fine when nothing is right. Will you pick me up, take me in your arms and help me find my way back from the storm?
10:51 PM
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