Monday, January 31, 2011
Even after everything you’ve put me through, my heart still holds onto that tiny glimmer of hope that you’ll finally put some actions to your words - that you’ll realize what you lost and come back and fight for me like I've always fought for you.
8:22 PM
Went out with ika love on Saturday to shop!
i bought damn a lot of things.
more to come!!
Went to Bugis and Town later that day.
i bought 2 shirts, 1 covered shoes and 2 belts!
wanna buy a lot a lot of things! save up now (:
And bought my new phone E72!!
awesome but still not the kind that i really want.
school have been fine.
no more test till next week!
awesome!
This is for those confusing days, when you miss him & want nothing more than to hear his voice, or feel his arms around your waist. Stay strong and remember that relationships are like broken glass; sometimes it’s better to leave it alone rather than try to put the pieces back together & get hurt.
8:18 PM
Saturday, January 15, 2011
hihi !!
went to Alex birthday party today.
awesome time spent with tysha love, jamie love and natalie love !
love you guy ttm!
thanks for the concern guys!
its long sine i use the com.
everything are still the same,
busy busy year.
im getting tired day after day.
next week and so gonna have test in school.
stress max !
Nothing much to post for now.
Anything contact me!
One day you’ll find a guy, who’s worth all the tears, but he won’t make you cry. You may think that you’ll never care about someone like you did that guy that you always ran back to, but you will. It’s going to hurt like hell, & it’s going to need time to heal, but the point is, it will heal. This is for those girls who fell back in love with their ex, only to get hurt all over again.
signing off,
merissa
10:37 PM
Sunday, January 9, 2011
I shouldn't have walked away. I would've stayed if you said. We could have made everything OK but we just threw the blame back and forth. We treated love like a sport, the final blow hit so low, I'm still on the ground. I couldn't have prepared myself for this fall. Shattered in pieces, curled on the floor. Supernatural love conquers all. Remember we used to touch the sky and lightning don't strike the same place twice. When you and I said goodbye, I felt the angels cry.
9:01 PM
hihi,
was suppose to meet ika love today for a jog,
but was too tired, and furthermore need to do my homework.
SORRY FOR THE LAST MINUTE LOVE !!
okok, seems like my schedule gonna get pack for this week.
not gonna use com during weekdays.
need to catch up in studies and stuff.
rcy leadership training gonna start from this week,
thus, gonna be damn busy !
schedule for this week, or maybe for term 1 ?!
Monday: If no remedial in school gonna have tuition at home.
Tuesday: Currently nothing.
Wednesday: Rcy Leadership training.
Thursday: If no remedial in school gonna have tuition at home.
Friday: CCA
Saturday: ?? busy with school stuff ?
Sunday: ??
Gonna go for Alex Birthday Party this coming Saturday !
Not sure What to buy for her !
And she's gonna be 18 years old.
Everytime I try to grasp for air, I am smothered in despair. Seems like I'll never wake from this nightmare. I let out a silent prayer, let it be over. Why don’t you hold me, need me, I thought you told me you’d never leave me.
8:58 PM
First day of school was really boring!
firstly, i was suppose to sleep at 10.30 last night,
thus, i off everything then off to bed.
BUT ! i realise that i was not asleep till 1+ am.
I CANT SLEEP!
hell !
secondly, when i reached school,
i & pehhor maomao jamie, realised that we packed the monday
timetable when its tuesday.
Lucky first day no lesson !
Thirdly,
almost all my teachers are like discipline master or those scary peeps.
Whatthehell !
Lastly!
we had like 4 house of talk.
and its we have to go to the two venue alternatively,
which is hall & indoor sports hall.
SPEECHLESS!!
weird dismissal time for term 1.
Monday, Tuesday & Thursday will be ending at 2.15 as usual.
Wednesday at 1.30.
Friday, we'll be the first class the dismiss damn early, 12.25
AWESOME MUCH !?
Not forgetting, this week schedule is packed!
Wednesday, tuition.
Thursday, cca booth rehearsal.
Friday, Cca booth.
Saturday, cousin's birthday if im not wrong?
Sunday, hope i have nothing on!
andddddd, sorry ika love !
didn't meet you today.
cause you didn't tell me earlier.
meet you soon, i guess??
&&&&
gonna add something on my wish list!
10. be with my awesome friends ! jiiayou love !
busy, busy year!!
Everytime I try to grasp for air, I am smothered in despair. Seems like I'll never wake from this nightmare. I let out a silent prayer, let it be over.
6:58 PM
Saturday, January 1, 2011
Happy New Year !
happy new year !!
went CountDown at East Coast.
Dad drove cousin Linda GrandDad's car.
bought Half cousin from Batam along.
went home at 2am, earlier than last year,
cause mum need to work today.
Stuff that i hope for 2011 (:
1. Get better result !!
2. Hope i won't be busy like how i Thought it would be.
3. Get well, stay healthy & DON'T FALL SICK ANYMORE ):
4. Buy them presents *wink
5. Everyone will Stay happy & Healthy!
6. No bad news ):
7. Family outing.
8. HAPPY GO LUCKY !
9. Hope that i will get well soon, not forgetting, Mum, Cousin Shiela & those who are currently ill.
Thats all for now !
going to Cousin Linda's open house tomorrow (:
Family & Cousin Gathering ! AWESOME !
&&&& ADAM COUPLE ROCK !!
hahah, jokwon finally gave Gain a 'First kiss'
hahah !!
signing off,
Merissa
I have fallen to my knees as I sing a lullaby of pain. I'm feeling broken in my melody as I sing to help the tears go away then I remember the pledge you made to me.
10:21 PM
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