it has been long since i last posted.
Lots of things had happen.

Guess this year on my birthday, it just seems like a usual day.
quite disappointed though.
thus, "Never give yourself high hope(s) in the things that have yet to happen. Cause you'll never know that it might hurt you even more if it doesn't happen.
Disappointed~ ):"

I don't understand why she would want to pretend that she care about me
when she actually don't. Pretending to be sad when im around. A word sorry doesn't mean anything. Action speaks louder than words.
This is for you Bich, Doesn’t mean you are older than me you can disrespect me, fucker.

Today is the 18 of may. Glad to know you on this date, 4 months ago.
Heard that you won't be coming as often as last time.
All i can say is, a new path was created for you, All the best.
Though i don't know what really happen to us, all i hope is you to be happy & stay strong alright.
I still love you as you are, although we are no longer close like last time.
im still waiting~
You will always be in my prayers. Take care. iloveyou & imissyou.

Seems like everyone is drifting apart.
Guys, let's get back to how we used to be. )':

Guess i just need someone to lean on now.
Will you be there for me? even though it's only for a little while?
Dearest piggy is missed by me.
With you, i have the best days of my life.

Labels: imissyou ):

9:26 PM XOXO,Love Her.

龚芝怡 - 明知我爱你 (红白喜事 Ending Theme) Full CD Version

Partly describe what im thinking. ):

9:04 PM XOXO,Love Her.

Maribelle Anes - It's Over (Original)

It's Over

LYRICS:
do you believe in love
cause' i can tell you that she do
she can't believe her eyes
when there's a different you
do you embrace the change?
because she really don't want to
when you walked through the door
the atmosphere was new

Pre-Chorus:
And can you look to her eyes
while the tears fall down her face
you ask if everything is fine
and then she starts to say

Chorus:
It's over
i can't love this you
it's way too different
it's way too new
it's over
i can't change the way i feel
could it be
i am me
this is real

Verse 2:
Do you have feelings?
because it doesn't seem you do
while she runs away
the hurt doesn't hit you
why don't you have emotions?
was it left in the old you
cause' she is hurting
all she is wanting
is her love back soon

[Pre-Chorus]
[Chorus]

i can't change the way i feel
i can't force something that it just won't do
i can't force myself to love you
the magic's just so wrong
i don't feel that i belong
right here
right here

11:45 PM XOXO,Love Her.

Maribelle Anes - Beautiful All Along (Original)

Beautiful all along

Verse 1:
close your eyes
and repeat what i say
I am so beautiful
in every single way
from my feet
all up to my face
I am so incredible
no matter my weight

what doesn't matter is my sexuality
don't care what others think, i'm who i want to be
i am wonderful
i'm love-able
there's no way that you can stop me

Chorus:
well hello there
let me introduce myself
i don't care
what the others think of me
i am who i be
this is the real me
i'm Mrs. I'm so pretty
yes hello
glad you came along
i want you to know
what the others think about me
they are all so wrong
they all don't know
that i was Mrs. beautiful all along

verse 2:
now's the time
to stand up make your place
shout out to the entire world
tell them your name
i am here
i'll stick with you all the way
i'll tell you that you are amazing
when you are afraid, don't be afraid

what doesn't matter is your sexuality
don't care what others think, you're who you want to be
you're wonderful
you're love-able
nothing in world is stopping

bridge:
take the make up off
tie your hair right up
and you will finally see that
you are beautiful
no matter what the others say

11:45 PM XOXO,Love Her.

Maribelle Anes - Letting Go (Original)

Awesome cover!

Letting Go
Verse 1:
change,
I began with a brand new start to the feel of my broken heart
I lost so many different people
blame,
i point my finger at the space and time 'cause you was always on my mind
you were the only that made me fall
I hate,
the way you look right back at me and flash back the memories
how does this make us equal?
i'm ashamed,
i bow my head down when our eyes meet
cause baby you destroyed my sanity
i can not believe
just what you did to me

Pre-Chorus:
I can't let it take over my mind
i gotta let you go
cause you ain't worth the fight

Chorus:
i'm letting it go
no looking back
coz baby you're the past
i'll find somebody that lasts longer
theres no more pictures on my wall
don't want them anymore
replace them with a love that's stronger

Verse 2:
pain,
i'm all about finding the cure, right about now i'm not sure
where i should keep on searching
strange,
how you forget me just like that, all we've been through, it don't mean jack
i'm young so i'll keep on learning
my brain,
hurts and is feeling way to small, I can not keep on holding on
i feel like it is burning
erase,
i wanna try and remove it all
my mistakes deserve some hope
i still can not believe
just what you did to me (oh)

(Pre-Chorus & Chorus)

Bridge: (Rap)
raise your hand if you miss somebody
but you know that you can not trust nobody
they say they are sorry
but that ain't the truth
baby you know the deal
you can only trust you
but at the same time
you be crying
wishing that they'd come around
but then again sometime
a better person will be found
the past is the past
let the world take it's course
friends can change
but you will find even more

11:55 AM XOXO,Love Her.