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then it turn out to be like this.

i feel bad for making people worried about me.
thanks to carabelle and dearest ika for always being there when i need you.
thanks guys, and sorry for making you guys so worried.
ika, sorry for making you see the weak side of me again.

but i just can't cheer up.
im in a lost, and i don't know what to do.

everywhere or anything i go or do, reminds me of you.
your schedule is n my head. the timing to wake you up to do your work,
chasing you to do your work and stuff.
dearest love, you bought my hopes high, but why did you just let me fall
when you met something that was going on your way.

but no matter what, im still believing you and trust that things
would change for the better.
im just trying to think positive.
cause im afraid of the conclusion.

dearest, where are you when i need you most?
can we go through this together?
how are you? don't miss out any meals. sleep early cause if not you gonna be tired the next day.
don't spend much time on other things, and must study.
don't care of the friends that you don't like, stay strong.
never land on your right foot when you play basketball, cause you will injured yourself.
if you do, i may not be there you bandage it for you.
stop showing the brave front if you are tired of it.
Cause i there's lots of question in my mind without an answer to it.

i believe that everything happens for a reason.
im still waiting for your return and hoping what you said was all true.
dearest love, imy & ily!

Shall continue to have a fake brave front and fake smile (:



Sometimes I feel there is an expiration date for people who fall in love with me. I just can’t seem to make them stay.

Labels: Dearest Love, ily

9:28 AM XOXO,Love Her.

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It first started like this image,
then it got nicer.
But when it's getting dark, you cant see anything.

im in a state of confusion now.
hoping that it would be better after tomorrow.
will my wish come true?
or will it just fall apart?

i didn't know that one could just change so fast.
i hope it's just a false alarm.
but it just hurting me.

d don't know,
can you just explain to me what exactly happen?
i dont wanna just leave it alone without it's conclusion.

i can't breakdown now,
cause i promise to only breakdown during evening tomorrow.

ily & imy )':




I know we said let go but I kept on hanging on. Inside I know it's over, you're really gone. It's killing me 'cause there ain't nothing that I can do. Baby, I stay in love with you.

Labels: Dearest Love, imy

9:49 PM XOXO,Love Her.